hmmm i haven't updated in three weeks. heh. whateva. but it's been pretty eventful. I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

I've given up boys. This doesnt mean I'm going lesbian though... I simply choose to live without that drama for the time being.

Wow. so much to say but I have no clue where to start. I guess I'll start from Tuesday evening. So Tuesday evening in up untill 2:30 in the morning doing this stupid English project. I finally get to go to sleep and then I slept through my alarm and my mom came in at like 6:45 to wake me up cause I had to leave for school in 15 minutes and I still had to print out a bunch of stuff from my project so im rushing rushing rushing and I make it to school 45 seconds before the last tardy bell rang. THen I almost fell asleep in first period. After first I'm walking with my friend Elizabeth and she's like "so abby and danny are dating?" I'm like wtf? Where did this come from? but it's true. more on that later. second was alright and 3rd period english rolls around and it's time to turn in our projects. I open my bag a realize that I left ALL 250 of my fucking notecards at home AND all my source cards. So I'm like ahhh Mr. Laine can I call my mom during lunch and have her drop them by or I can run get them after school and bring them to you? and do you know what he says??? "They were due at the beginning of class and you know I don't accept late work." So now my project grade is STARTING at an 85%. I can't have this.. it was crappy work to begin with. And he was such a jerk about it too. Like does it REALLY make a difference? It doesnt change when he can grade it or put a hinderance on him in any way. And I was already having the worst morning EVER and the only reason I was able to function was the 4 cups of coffee I had to drink. So I made it though fourth and fith comes along and I basicaly fail this stupid Chem test. I hate chem... who invented it anywas? I'd like to throttle them. So then 6th was alright and I had my lunch break. Now, I have to tkae my lunch because I have issues with the sanitation of lunch trays and cafe food in general so my mom made my lunch for me this morning while I was rushing around getting ready. I open my bag and it's this gross Peanut butter and honey sandwhich and the honey had gotten all gross and hard and I don't really even like honey. so that was gross too. Then 7th was okay. So after school I'm talking to molls and I'm like So did youu know about abby and dan? And she was like OHH she told you? and I was like noooo elizabeth told you. and she was like ohhhh. interesting. and I was like i guess. and she was like well Abby wanted to wait to tell you.. I told her it was a bad idea blah blah blah but she wanted to make sure you were okay with it and all that. But it was really weird cause that day you had dance we were all hanging out blah blah blah. THAT WAS THREE WEEKS AGO! She's had plenty of oppurtunities to tell me all about it. Like the other day when we were hanging out just the two of us watching OC. Or the day we went to the movies with some of the guys (not danny though) and afterwards we were in the car talking and we went to chick-fil-a and talked about relationships and how her old boyfriend who moved to korea had called her and it was fun but it totally would'nt keep from from going out with this kid zach who likes her. BUT unbenounced to me she was totally with danny at the time. Like, then would have been a good time to spring it on me. So basicallyyyy she's been lying to me for three weeks now. And I'm a little bitter about it. I totally wouldn't have minded that they were together. well... I mean i would have minded a little but I'm not going to like stand in the way of their life. I just want my friends to be happy... and I'm totally willing to sacrifice my happiness for it. I'm totally used to it... I've been getting screwed over with this kind of stuff since the seventh grade. I can handle it. As long as I don't have to see it I'm finneee. Which I know i'll probably have to see it and i might not be fine then but I'll deal with that when I have to. It's just so unexpected. Like they flirted... he flirts with everyone it's just in his nature. And she was totally leading zach on like whoa. The poor kid is probably heartbroken... he actually has to see it since they go to MV together.

This has been bothering me a lot lately. Those girls who claim that they hate other girls and only hang out with guys because girls cause too much drama. I've noticed that really they hang all OVER guys... they don't just hang out with them. And they tend to be the ones that cause the drama... not the other girls. And they're always involved with drama anyway despite the fact that they "only hang out with guys." It might just be me but I think that a lot of them are really insecure. And they really really seriously bug me. I don't think you can really lead a very happy life if you don't know how to get along with girls.. seriously. You can't tell guys half as much as you can tell girls. Guys won't giggle endlessly for hours over absoloutly nothing. Don't get me wrong... I love my boys, but I really don't understand this theory some girls have about how all girls are horrible. THEY ARE GIRLS! And most of the time these girls totally hang out with other girls and only say that to sound cool and like they're I dunno... special or something.

 Another thing I've been thinking about lately. The Websters dictionary's definition of a slut is a women of loose morals, which I'm pretty sure means a girl who sleeps around with a whole lot of different guys. But we use the term slut to mean SO many different things, and it means so many different things to different people. Like to some people I'm a slut because I make out with various guys... a lot. But to other people I'm a total prude because I've never slept with a guy and don't plan to while I'm in High School. You know. and we use it to describe people we don't like, simply because we don't like them, AND when we're talking friends as a term of enderment. Like, "Hey slutface, darling." Or at least I do.. and most of the people I know. And some people see a girl who sleeps with her boyfriend of like over a year as a slut. But it's not like she sleeps around with other guys... so is she really a slut? I don't know. Some people think a girl is a slut based on the things she talks about. And is a high school slut different from a slut in like, the grown up world? Does the definition evolve as we change and grow up. Is there really a set definition of a slut? Or is it just something we decide upon based on the situation, and our connections with the person? I dunno. This is just something I've been thinking about a lot.

I have some Pictures from Nutcracker.. We'll see if they'll actually go up today. They've been jerks lately.

( Nutcracker Pics! )

Wow. lots stuff happening.

First of all I have everyone had a lovely Thanksgiving. Well the Americans at least. I went to my aunts house and had all the lovely usual things. Turkey, stuffing, green bean cassarole, sweet potatos, rice, gravey etc. And pie. Except I really don't like pie which is the only thing that brings Thanksgiving down. I had a sliver just beause if I don't everyone always fusses over me and it's annoying. 

Umm I saw Harry Potter last week. Loved it. It was Fantastic. The best one yet. At first I thought it was going really really quickly but then it slowed down a bit. You really don't even notice all the stuff they cut out untill you're leaving the theatre and then it hits you. Not a single house elf in the whole thing, and Hermione doesn't find bug Rita Skeeter, and there wern't any Dursleys. BUTTT what can ya do? It was still amazing. I'm thinking if Cedric hadn't died I would totally steel him away from Cho and marry him.. hottie. not as hot as Oliver Wood but still pretty awesome looking. The special effects were fantasic too. And Dan's acting was fabulas during the Voldemort scene. Anyways.. I'm going to see it again this weekend.

Nichole is still mad at me apparently. We haven't spoken in two weeks heh. Elizabeth told me that Nichole told her that she wasn't *that* mad at me to begin with and we can still be friends of whatever but I have to be the one to go to her and if I don't then obviously our friendship didn't mean that much to me to begin with. First of all... It hasn't ment that much to me for a while now.. she just hasn't noticed. Secondly... She's the one who didn't trust me to stick up for her.. which I did. So obviously her lack of trust in me when I've never done anything to make her think otherwise shows me that obviously our friendship did'nt mean that much to her either. And thirdly, the only reason she's acting like this is because her little bitch of a friend Mel is telling her to because she doesn't like me because whenever  she ditches Nichole i'm always the one thats nice to her and lets her hang out with me and she's jealous that I'm such a nice person and people like me better then her. goodness gracious.

It's really really cold. It snowed the other night. Danny and I have been hanging out a lot and the other day when he and a bunch of other people were over he told me he had a christmas present for me but he'd give it to me later... and it hasn't been later. I'm thinking he might ask me out or w/e. That would be nice cause i'm not a big fan of whatever it is we have going on right now. Pretty confusing.

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Weekend was pretty good. Spent Friday night with Danny, Kyle, Chris, Abby, James, and Zach. We started at danny's house and then went to the grocery store and then somehow we ended up at my house watching Van Wilder... which is a pretty good movie if you ignore all the boobs.

But anyways... drama of the evening:
   While at the grocery store Danny and Kyle get bored and decide to call Nichole and harass her. When they suggested it I laughed... not thinknig that they would actually do it however they did. And even though Nichole is really superly getting on my nerves with all her drama queen stuff, it's not right to call her up and tell her shes an ugly bitch.. which is exactly what those two jerkfaces of mine did. So I got mad and talked to them about how they would feel if they were a girl (a super insecure one) and their ex-boyfriend who like broke their heart or whatever randomly called them up to tell them they they are an ugly bitch and his best friend who actually stood up for you somewhat told you that he was desperate and would go out with you as long as you put a paper bag on your head. And after a while they understood. They ruined her evening and probably made her cry. So I gave them my cell phone so they could call her and apoligise.. and they do. THen she tell them to give me the phone and proceeds to bitch me out because I LET THEM USE MY PHONE?!?!?!?! To apoligise. like I'm still not fully comprehending why shes mad at me. But anyways my phone died and I put it down and then she called back and danny grabbed it to answer before I could pick it up and totally defended me and stuff. Which was sweet. So then we settled down in the Chair and watched movies and lived happily ever after... untill Saturday night when She bitches me out online "Where Dannys not there to defend me or whatever" and tell me how like we ruined her evening and stuff. Excuse me... but last I remembered I was defending her. goodness gracious. Anyways I'm pretty sure the real reason she's mad is because I was hanging out with Danny and co. Whatever.. she's get over it. I just don't like people being mad at me. Espcially when I didn't do anything to deserve it.

But yeah... Saturday I was at dance from like 12-9 at night.. what fun. And Sunday I went to my brothers lacrosse game and talked to Danny's mom the whole time (we're pretty tight. lol) and then did homework till flipping 1:00 in the morning and then woke up at 4:30 to finish it. Yeah I'm pretty tired right now.

But permanentfriday tagged everyone in her f-list to explain their username soooo.... I decided on OfPearlsNpolos because my friends are always like "omg addie your uniform is like a polo and a strand of pearls" since I wear it all the time... and I have like 67847 polos from various designers and 804666 strands of various legenths of pearls and styles of pearls.... so yeah. There it is. I do wear other things though... just FYI. Like right now for example I'm all about the cordaroy skirt and  navy sweater. So even though people say that polos are the only thing I wear...its not true.

I'm pretty excited about Friday evening!! Harry Potter comes out!!!!!!!!! My friends and I are totally dressing up like various HP characters and gatherinng at Abby house to watch HP #3 before going to GoF. I get to be Cho... should be pretty sweet. It's going to be hilraious because my darling friend Abby was given the part of Draco because she has like a sort of chin legnth bobish flippyoutish haircut and shes blonde so we're gelling her hair back.. it'll be super fantastic. And myy friend Emma who I've always said looks like a Ginny or a Lily is Ginny.  yepppp. I can't wait. And we're not losers... I swear. I'll take lotsa pictures.. it'll be funny.

<333addie

I got tagged by saturdaysxchild so here ya goo

THE RULES: List five songs that you are currently loving. It doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the songs in your blog. Then tag five other LiveJournal friends to see what they're listening to.

1. Coldplay- Speed of Sound
2. Aqualung- Brighter then Sunshine
3. Oasis- Champange Supernova
4. Michael Buble- How Can You Mend a Broken Heart
5. Blake Shelton- Some Beach

I taggg  permanentfriday , lindandvin, penguininpink , sun_kist  and koonelli

• Yay for memes.
• Yay for liscenses becomming valid on Tuesday
• Yay for chiropracters
• Yay for shopping at the Galleria on Sunday (hopefulllyyy)
• Yay for having smaller measurments then Moface
• Yay for football games in North Carolina with Dannyyyy
• Yay for Friday night football games with Danny tomorrow evening
• Yay for No School Tuesday
• Yay for bonfires and hot tubbing Monday night
• Yay for Acing Chemistry and AP US
• Yay for Luke and Nichole's B-day yesterday
• Yay for obtaining a Parking permit
• Yay for Halloween costumes during ballet class
• Yay for pretty hair
• Yay for Squatting 150 6 times in 10 sec. during S&B and BEATING Lindsay
• Yay for having 16 things to yay about.

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Wow. I love how I have SO MANY tests tomorrow and yet I'm updating this. But yea. I have like 5 tests tomorrow. A quarter exam for English, A SAT prep for Trigonometry, Chemistry Ch 10 test, AP US  Ch. 9-12 Test and a sociology quiz. How spastic is that?

Last night was soooo much fun! Abby and Molly came over and we ODed on candy before watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre. This was a bad move. It was so gross I thought I was going to vomit. Well, I'm not gonna lie... my eyes were closed for most of the movie. lol. But then we totally freaked out Molly for her drive home. heh. And I helped hand out candy to little kids... I wish I could still trick or treatt!!! I got some angel wings to wear to dance because Alec said we could dress up for ballet class hehe. Tres adorable.

Umm this weekend was pretty cool too. Football game was sweet.

Umm I did a survey thingieee... I got it off Myspace thoughhh.

( I decided to put it under a cuttt )

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JUST PASSED MY DRIVERS TEST!!!!! PARTAY! Now I just have to wait a month and 4 days for my 90 day to become valid.

My driving teacher looked like Santa Clause.

I'm selling gourmet lollipops for ASL club. Anyone want to buy one for 50 cents????

Got a 94% on my AP quiz today.

I'm realizing that a lot of things annoy me. I've compiled a list.

Things that piss me off

1. People who don't know how to use high beams while driving at night
2. The obese kids at school who buy 2 bags of cookies on Otis Spunkmeyer days and then force me to watch them eat it.
3. People who tailgate me
4. The fact that Brandon Eads is being nice to me and I'm being nice to him back. Only because he's hot and a senior and I've known him since freshman year.
5. This annoying obese girl in my alg. 3 w/ trig class who thinks shes really cool and forces me to watch her eat gross food everyday.
6. Gigi
7. My mom
8. people who walk without a purpose
9. People who stop suddenly in the middle of a crowded hallway when I'm right behind them.
10. PDAs
11. PDAs in the hallways
12. People who don't listen to me
13. cartoons
14. seating charts that put me in the back corner of the room in school
15.  not being able to drive for a month and 4 days
16. not having a date to homecomming 2 weeks prior
17. Sociology projects that involve creativity
18. when my mom tells me she made my sweet tea with sugar when i watched her make it with splenda and I don't even care what its made with as long as it's sweet.
19. when my dog scratches me like he has to go outside and then just stands there when I open the door for him
20. Homework
21. Bad music
22. people who try to give me a penny for a lollipop when I specifically stated that they're 50 cents because they think they're funny. But they arn't.
23. People who arn't funny but try really hard.
24. Steven Capetta stealing my seat during lunch
25. when you cut up apples and they turn brown
26. the newfound "ghettoness" of my school ever since the kids from stafford came.
27. hoodlums running around making rackets inbetween classes

So there is everything that has annoyed me today^  27 things in one day! Holy Moley.

My newest obsession: Nutella and Apples. all the chocolatey hazelnuty appley goodness of it all is orgasmic. yeahhh.

I'mmm stilll a lookin fer an Audrey layout that I like.